Lovers & Liars

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ders11@aol.com — Fri, 23 Apr 2004 21:13:35 GMT

deathdo_us_part

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ders11@aol.com — Wed, 21 Apr 2004 22:21:15 GMT

just forget it.

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ders11@aol.com — Mon, 19 Apr 2004 00:51:16 GMT

vacation = boring...you know what i hate...i hate reading those really long quizes that kids fill out...i do...and of course i take the time to read them all and its just so stupid it almost hurts...seriously...i bet who ever writes them think they are so funny while they fill out their answers...honestly...not funny...there is no thought that goes into them...so i guess im giving up on reading peoples worthless quizes...i mean whats the point when they put random answers for 3/4 of the test...how often do they actually answer the questions they ask? or if they do are they actually telling the truth? no not really...trying to put down the badass answer...the worst is when they try to make their answers provocative...c'mon now..are you serious?...its sooo stupid...god...actually i prefer the random letters for the answer...thats...amazing..really...

hey...sorry

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ders11@aol.com — Mon, 12 Apr 2004 17:43:15 GMT

ayee...its monday and im sick! last night was terrible, i got like 20 minutes of sleep! it was no good at all...im going to the doctors soon and hopefully they will fix me...i think most of the sketchiness has cleared up...which is good...brand new is coming up and im pretty excited...so is april break which i need pretty badly...too bad im not going to aruba or anything :(

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ders11@aol.com — Sun, 11 Apr 2004 15:16:33 GMT

i went downtown all weekend...it was pretty boring...last night things got sketchy...that about it

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ders11@aol.com — Thu, 08 Apr 2004 02:03:41 GMT

whoa...interesting week...its over...weekend...awesome...

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ders11@aol.com — Sun, 04 Apr 2004 14:29:11 GMT

this weekend wasnt bad...all of yesterday was pretty much on the boring side but what are you gonna do, we made the best of being bored...i still havent gotten to rent Texas Chainsaw Massacre...but i would like to. Friday was pretty fun...not a bad time at all...kim got so wasted, shit-faced, bombed, trashed, plastered, hammered, ect...hah...eh sundays...ehhh...i dont like sundays at all...plus i lost an hour of sleep thanks to daylight savings time...oh well...

'i wish i could be all that you mean to me
my angel without wings'

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ders11@aol.com — Mon, 29 Mar 2004 22:25:58 GMT

well i went on a ski trip to maine...that was fun...some pretty funny shit went down...im back now..its monday..i dont like mondays too much really...anyways...oh yeah ms jacksina--i just put your name in here...well hmm...im feeling kinda...idk is skeptical the right word? i think so...i am feeling skeptical lately...yes. thats probably normal right? we'll see...i just dont know whatsup. geeze. 'typical entry' sorry.

how will it unfold?

'i think its gonna rain, rain down' on thursday.

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ders11@aol.com — Tue, 23 Mar 2004 23:58:04 GMT

yoooooooooooooooooooooooo I NEVER UPDATE!! MY NAME IS ANDERS VONDERHEYDE. ALI TURNBULL IS SO KICK ASS!!

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ders11@aol.com — Fri, 19 Mar 2004 03:20:21 GMT

im updating...frosh retreat tomorrow...its going to be..interesting...there goes my friday night...tennis season coming up...im not going to be around too much...im not here next weekend either...nice...i hope we dont have school tomorrow...oh well...we'll see...snow should stick more...it would be better that way...delays...arent that great...but ill take them...march madness today...im doing alright...ive been really bored lately...oh well....anyways...goodbye everyone...read away...nothing interesting...blah.

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ders11@aol.com — Tue, 09 Mar 2004 18:32:49 GMT

hey...thanks...for those comments :)

im sick today...actually ive been sick all weekend...but today i finally decided to stay home and catch up on some sleep...i have an ear infection thats driving me nuts...im deaf in my right ear...aye...i have pink eye too...its really not that bad except trying to open your eye in the morning haha and it scares people away...im not going to do like a weekend recap...instead just some important facts...
-jp got the best picture with the unsuspecting mullet
-alis new house is pretty cool id say...maybe a little far
-alis family has a thing for moving near movie theatres
-ians lived in 3 houses and they have all been hidden driveways...with the sign and everything
-christina smells like pac sun
-she is going to get crapped on by a bird
-kim hogs the clicker like crazy
-i call the tv remote a clicker...not a changer, remote, ect.
-tori bumped into me like 5 times...coincidence...i dont think so
-andrew stepped in a monsterous shit...we wouldnt walk with him
-laura + me....first hug...it was good:)
-i hung out with a few people this weekend
-pink eye is one of the most contagious diseases
-those people are so screwed
-i got...most...of my cds back from alis :)

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ders11@aol.com — Thu, 04 Mar 2004 23:06:31 GMT

im confused
im confusing
im lazy
im slow
im shy
im nervous
im worried
im stressed
im moody
im an asshole
im tired
im sick
im thinking about things
im trying
im happy
im miserable
im bored
im missing my friends
im unable to make decisions
im unable to express my feelings
im scarred
im easily rattled
im naive
im ignorant
im annoyed
im depressed
im excited
im anxious
im tentative
im selfish
im complaining
im worked up
im mixed up
im average
im un-unique
im loud
im obnoxious
im quiet about things
im argumentative
im skeptical
im sarcastic
im pessimistic
im unexperienced
im young
im forgettable
im lost
im afraid
im lonely
im a wreck

im sorry.

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ders11@aol.com — Tue, 02 Mar 2004 03:32:13 GMT

man...monday...back in school already...geeze...mondays are tough...long days...i have free last period tomorrow...meaning ill get home at 2:30-ishhh:) i want to hang outttt with someone...that would be fun...definitely...i had a good hair day today...haha...i was in a good mood...now its just blah...oh well...hopefully it will be good again tomorrow:)...hoping...im hoping...man check it...i really like this girl...its good and all...i dont get to see her much though...that part i dont like...bummmmer....once in three weeks...bummmmer...idk she gets me all...blah...:( oh well...anyways...maybe ill see the outside world tomorrow...id like that...someone spice up my life...please?

'oh i dont care too much about the rest of the world!'

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ders11@aol.com — Sat, 28 Feb 2004 20:09:27 GMT

im at ashleys with ali diana and ashley of course. ali is awesome. ok im out. i just thought that i would write an entry to tell you all that.

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ders11@aol.com — Fri, 27 Feb 2004 14:56:10 GMT

i am in art...borrrrinngggg...today is friday...lets make this weekend good :):)

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ders11@aol.com — Fri, 27 Feb 2004 00:42:21 GMT

new background...new font...new icon... tremendously beautiful:) what do ya think?

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ders11@aol.com — Tue, 24 Feb 2004 21:58:04 GMT

caesar....ugh not cool...correction...mardi gras ends today...dammit...

k i m....connection...that person is so provacative...its unbelievable

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ders11@aol.com — Tue, 24 Feb 2004 03:14:18 GMT

you got to be kidding me...i just wrote this terribly long entry and the internet wacked out when i clicked update...oh god this is soo annoying!! well i went to vermont during break...sorry i havent updated in a while...vermont wasnt too bad...i went up with my family and my friend alex...the first day there alex hit some ice going like 40 and nailed a tree...it wasnt too good...he broke a couple ribs and hurt his shoulder a bit...snowboarding wasnt bad though...anyways im watching cadet kelly right now...good stuff...hmm what happened since i last updated...hmm i went to that something corporate show....it was alright...the other one was sooo much better...oh well...a few nights before that i went to a local show at oddfellows...my friend from prep's band played and a couple of other bands it was i good time...i cant wait...mardi gras starts tomorrow...im so pumped...actually not...but its the first time i actually knew when it started so..im exciting...im planning a runaway to new orleans...that would be pretty cool...definitely...alright well i have to get back to writing some bogus essay about caesar...borrringggg...plus its the best part of cadet kelly...hey leave some messages...maybe...possibly...its been a while....

'i know you well enough to know you'll never love me'

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ders11@aol.com — Tue, 24 Feb 2004 03:14:16 GMT

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ders11@aol.com — Tue, 10 Feb 2004 17:13:34 GMT

what have i done???

ughhhh

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ders11@aol.com — Sun, 08 Feb 2004 02:35:25 GMT

ill tell you whats up...breaking news...andrew kicked tara to the curb...hmm i went to jenns party today at a church...it was a good time...everyone bugged out but jp and i stayed because we are good like that...i dont know what to say man...this past week has been a confusing one...a lot of stuff going on ya know...pretty tough on me...oh well...hmmm...i guess there isnt too much else to say...goodbye

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ders11@aol.com — Mon, 02 Feb 2004 18:08:00 GMT

cody cody cody cody cody cody cody....what would i do without her?

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ders11@aol.com — Sat, 31 Jan 2004 15:47:11 GMT

i finally decided that its about time for me to update...i thinks its been a whole week! well...im not really in the talkative mood yet this morning because its still pretty early...tonight should be fun because i think a bunch of people are sleeping at ians house...we had a snowday this week...that was a good day...:):) me + jp saw butterfly affect on tuesday night...it was a pretty good movie...i saw the perfect score last night...it was pretty stupid...but still a good time...and then we all went to friendlys which was pretty fun too...jamie said it was his birthday and the dike train came out and sang to him...that was pretty funny...friendlys was just pretty funny all around...plus me and jp dressed to match...kinda...it was pretty cool though haha...alright well im going to go eat some breakfast...oh yeah we met ed...that was awesome...oh and a i saw robyn at the movies too:)

' and there's been a few times when we thought it felt right to take the west bound signs...and just leave town tonight'

ders11@aol.com — Fri, 30 Jan 2004 22:30:26 GMT

yoooo this is ali here. im at anders house right now. he should be taking a shower right now but of course he isnt. we are jamming to awesome tunes and about to go to jaynes for a little. hmm what to say. i dont know dude. im so hyper i guess thats what 2 bottles of coke can do to you :). ok im outtie laterrrrrrr

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ders11@aol.com — Mon, 26 Jan 2004 03:01:08 GMT

another weekend passing by...friday i hung out with christina steph laura jess sarah scott tyler and kaelyn...it was an alright time...last night we had some pizza party thing that was a total bust since we ended up having to pay? well then we had nothing to do...i got to see kim for a little bit...it was good to see her but i really didnt get to talk to her :-/...i miss her so much...its so hard not seeing her for like weeks at a time...it tough...i love talking to her though...i feel like i can tell her anything...and i do...and she helps..and she listens...its a good feeling...she gives me a good feeling...one that i havent felt before...but i really do like it...its tough...'with great highs, come great lows' i guess i am learning that right now...being alone with her is awesome...we talk a lot...maybe about pointless things but whatever we also talk about some pretty serious things...i enjoy her company a lot...and i miss it so much when shes gone...its tough...i really want things to work out between us...i dont want to mess things up like i usually end up doing...i just cant let it happen...goodnight everyone